Lily Allen breaks down in tears amid David Harbor split rumours

Lily Allen has finally addressed her divorce from David Harbour on her “Miss Me?” podcast, revealing that she is taking a break to focus on herself.

Speculations of infidelity arose after the actress allegedly revealed that her husband is active on the exclusive celebrity dating app Raya.

Devastated by their break-up, Lily Allen revealed she found it difficult to focus during the challenging period, especially with young children.

In a recent episode of the podcast she co-hosts with Mikita Oliver, singer Allen addressed her split from Harbor, revealing her emotional struggle during a “tough period.”

“It's hard for me to be interested in anything,” Allen said Daily mail. “I'm really not in a good place. I know I've been talking about it for months, but I'm spiraling and spiraling. It's gotten out of control; I've tried.”

The “Dreamland” actress recalled recent moments of grief, including a panic attack on “Miss Me?” Leaving Christmas lunch and a theater performance halfway through because of overwhelming emotions.

She admitted: “I can't focus on anything but the pain I'm going through. It's really hard.”

The singer also talked about her daughters Ethel (13) and Marnie (11), who live with her ex-husband Sam Cooper.

Allen noted: “I can say it's really hard – they're always there and you have to be there for them. And it's good when things are going well in life and you're coping, it's really nice to have kids around.” they are one of the main sources of joy in human life.

She added: “But when things aren't going so well and life is difficult, as it is for many people for various reasons, it's very difficult to hold things together.”

In an episode of the podcast released Thursday, Allen appeared to confirm her split from Harbor, admitting that she “wasn't in a good place.”

Speaking about a trip to Kenya with the 49-year-old actor, she hesitated at the word “husband”, fueling speculation that their relationship was over after she allegedly discovered Harbor on celebrity dating app Raya.

Addressing her upcoming three-week hiatus from the podcast, the 39-year-old singer comforted listeners by dismissing rumors of a relapse in her past battles with addiction.

“I'm going away next week for a few weeks, listeners, but I want to reassure people because there will be speculation about how much time I'm going to take to go to drug rehab. I haven't, I'm not relapsing,” she said.

Condemning false stories circulating about her, Allen continued: “Oh, I've seen some horrible blind stuff on the internet that I was found in a crevasse when my husband was surrounded by men. I don't know who's spreading these evil rumours, but it's not true.”

Allen reportedly went to Wagatha Christie to find out if her husband Harbor is looking for other women amid rumors of their split.

“Wagatha Christie” is the name associated with Coleen Rooney, the wife of former England footballer Wayne Rooney, after she went undercover to expose colleague Rebecca Vardy for leaking their stories.

Suspected of infidelity, Allen allegedly went undercover and rejoined the dating app Raya, where she first met Harbor, and pretended to be “looking for women” during the investigation.

According to Daily mailAllen discovered Harbour's profile on the app had been active for at least a month.

The source shared: “Lily looked up the women who were Raya and compared them to the women David follows on Instagram to try and figure out who he's seeing. She was doing her Wagatha thing.”

“Lily has never even looked at anyone since she met David. She's devastated,” an insider told the news outlet. “He was supposed to spend Christmas with her in Kenya.”

Harbor's dating profile for Raya, revealed by the news release, reads: “Visiting New York from Atlanta.” He then describes himself as a “closet nerd who plays tough guys on your TV.”

Harbor has openly discussed his penchant for whirlwind romances, admitting that he is often “easily swept away.”

In an interview with Women's health In October 2017, the “Stranger Things” star reflected on her past romances, saying, “I'm better at fantasizing about relationships than I am at day-to-day real life, but I'm trying to push myself to be realistic.”

Harbor elaborated on the qualities he finds most attractive, sharing, “What I find most exciting right now are sharp, intelligent, intelligent women. People who are deep thinkers, who have a weird way of looking at the universe, are extremely attractive to me.”

He added with a hint of humor, “If I can find one of those girls who can stand me, then maybe I could have something.”

in the 2023 interview with People magazineThe “Hellboy” actor discussed his relationship with his singer wife, saying they're getting “closer and closer every day.”

The couple got married in Las Vegas in September 2020 and have been very open about their relationship on social media, often sharing pictures and videos of each other.

Divorce rumors swirled before the interview when Allen unfollowed Harbor on Instagram, leading many to believe their marriage was going through a rough patch.

However, Harbor shot down the rumors at the time, saying their life was “so great.”

“At the end of the day, it's really good because you get to know somebody,” Harbor told the publication. “But let me tell you, my wife likes it when I go to work because it's nice that she has her life and I have my life and it's nice that we don't annoy each other by being around each other all the time.”

“We have these two kids and it's so great,” he added of his stepdaughters. “We have to raise them and carry on, and as our marriage goes on, we get closer and closer.”